Okay this sucks..everytime i check my calendar...everthing seems to be moving sooo fast..its already a new week today..24th of november...another sunday and its 30th of November..and the week after that is the 7th..and im off on the 10th...this sucks...real bad..i told myself not to get upset abt the perth thing but everyday i seem to have the urge to check my calendar on ma phone and BAM! 12 days seem kinda short when u say it..but when u look at the calendar, i'll be missing 2 weekends..no church for advent and stuff..now i dont feel like going again..its just tad..i just dont like to leave home during the christmas 'season' if u get what i mean..
Its not only the carolling..its the..u know..church stuff..and hangouts..and malls..and other stuff..and i have to say..i have the most fun in church..i would really cancel any of my plans to spend time for a church mass to sing in the choir or play organ or piano..or watever..i dunno why..in church is where i can actually have peace in my mind although there are hectic stuff or stress when im playing piano..but i can actually feel relaxed and the serenity..haha..i dunno bout u guys but i feel that kinda feeling..
Perth have none of that..i only have two more weekends here..and thats it...haih..then in a while..its school..ugh...everything is just going too fast..ugh..it makes me feel so depressed when i think about it but i can't help it..ugh..if i'm not going to perth..time doesnt seem to pass by so fast..urgh..why 12 days?? why not 6?? or 5?? i dont mind if its just 5 days u knw...gawdd...and i still haven't finish christmas shopping..this time i cant bring my friends coz they'd be all bored and all..so i have to bring my sis or...my mom or something...but anyway..my mom's like..u can go buy in perth..but i seriously doubt ill get anything there..gawd..and im supposed to buy something formal for myself to wear to church on christmas day too...if i dont need to go perth..it will at least buy me more time..my mom wants to go to perth for sight seeing and stuff..ugh..i feel like im wasting my time there..for 12 days..ugghhh..and im so bored..alone at home..noone to talk to online..rotting right now...ughh!! this is not good..lets hope i have something interesting to post later on...
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